Husband

I left my husband because the marriage was so toxic. We tried therapy too but he has so much trauma and I didn’t let him treat me like a rag doll anymore and he cancelled all future sessions. I’ve been with my parents for 3-4 months. And we haven’t talked for a whole month. That whole month I have been the happiest I have ever been from the past 3 years that I was living hell! Does that mean we’re separated? I do want to file divorce too..