Haven’t installed anything

I’m 36 weeks, i had my son at 27 weeks so i’m so grateful we made it this far. I was in the L&D er to stop labor at 32 and was only 1cm dilated, 20% effaced and she was -3 station.

It sounds so bad but i haven’t packed much, i haven’t installed the car seat or really done much. I just have a feeling i’ll be induced and i truly don’t know why i have that feeling. I’m starting to get uncomfortable and getting depressed because i do want to meet my daughter but i’m scared because it’s a lot of new for me since my son was in NICU for so long.

Do you guys think i should install it or wait? 😳