The dissapointment continues!

So after having 3 consecutive miscarriages 2018-2020 been over a year and nothing! This month AF was supposed to come (9th) but I had some brown discharge on the 8th which came to nothing! Didn’t get a flow at all! Literally had some brown spotting for 2 days small amount of blood and that was it! Purchased a clearblue and done it this afternoon and negative! But there was a line already on the test before I used it not sure if that’s meant to be there or not??

But jeez this does not get any easier! Have a huge age gap between my daughter and any future children just so fed up! Haven’t even been focusing on getting pregnant the past year and still no rainbow baby 😢