Anyone else starting your day off with a cry/prodromal labor😔

This morning when my husband woke me up because he had to go to work and I knew I had to watch my two toddlers all day long I legit just burst out crying.

I haven't been sleeping at night at all because of prodromal labor since 36 weeks. Contractions that hurt like real contractions and are keeping me up all night but doing absolutely nothing to my cervix. (I am 38 weeks and have been checked twice because I had a history of preterm birth but these contractions are doing absolutely nothing)

This prodromal labor is kicking my butt. It picks up at 4:00 every single night and last throughout the night I haven't slept more than 2 maybe 3 hours in a couple weeks. At this point I don't know how I'm going to have the energy to actually push this baby out when I actually go into labor.

Anyone else in the same boat? How are you coping? I don't know what to do at this point. I feel like a zombie.