TTC Our Rainbow w/ PCOS

Today I would of been 18 weeks and so close to finding out what my biggest “Favorite what if” baby would of been.

My heart is hurting and I needed a place to vent. My husband and I actively started trying after my first cycle. I didn’t peak / ovulate till CD 24-26. I’m 11DPO today and feeling defeated that I won’t get my most wanted rainbow baby. I’m on CD 39 and just praying I don’t get AF. If anyone else is in this same position I feel you and hear you. Baby dust to us mamas with babies in heaven!