Mixed emotions about gender

Today was my gender appointment and my husband and two boys have been saying it’s a girl especially my two young boys since they are always hugging my belly . I never saw myself with a daughter but started to be open to it once I saw how happy it would make my boys and I thought about the dress ups and a mini me basically . We didn’t want to be surprised this time because of me being super anxious lol . Well today we found out and it’s a boy , my husband was like I had a feeling it wasn’t my girl and just handed me the ultrasounds and said he’s happy but he did want a girl and I just was like I got my boy but I know your sad but you chose the gender not me 🤷🏻‍♀️. Later on I cried because I know my boys were so happy thinking it was a girl and how bad they wanted a baby girl in the house . Have you mamas ever felt this before !?! .