The struggle of waiting

I hate pcos! My cycles are soo out of whack! Sometimes they’re 5 weeks sometimes they’re 8 weeks, average is 6 weeks.

I’m so frustrated because I should have started my 3rd cycle ttc the other day, but instead I’m still in my 2nd cycle with at least 2 more weeks until I ovulate! So I have another month before I start my 3rd cycle/test positive. And since they’re so out of whack, I have a hard time planning sex in time bc I don’t know when I’m ovulating until it’s already happening.

I know it’ll come in time but I’m just frustrated I feel like I’m missing out on chances other people get to have more of.

—I was diagnosed when I was 12 and I haven’t seen a fertility doc yet. I don’t know what kind of pcos I have they just said I have pcos. I have been temping and talking opks but that doesn’t help me plan ahead more than the day of, it pretty much just helps me know it already passed. I know it hasn’t been long, but it’s going to take a whole lot longer just to get another shot each time it doesn’t happen.