Ladies, I need some hope this month 🥺

Hello !

I have been diagnosed with PCOS in Jan 2021, and we’ve been trying since April 2020. I have irregular cycles but im taking some medication now and I have cycles between 30-35 days, usually. Every month is such an emotional pain when you see that bloody colour.. my family keeps on saying that I’m young and I’ll get there but it doesn’t matter how young you are, what you feel is beyond rationality, it’s emotional. I’m Day 42 now, no periods. I took a pregnancy test on Day 37 but it was negative.

I guess I should test again this week but is it wrong that I’m very anxious to test and be disappointed and go through that pain again?

And if I get my periods next week then that means we had the wrong fertility window in mind and probably had less regular baby dance… How do you guys keep the heat after so many months trying?

Anyway, sorry I felt like sharing and baby dust to you all ❤️