Feel like breaking down

So I make most of the money in our household. I feel like I'm breaking down emotionally and physically. I'm 32 weeks pregnant and I cry in the shower daily. I force myself to get through each day. I'm a Manger at a gas station and they keep offering me leave as soon as I need it bit I can't accept because my income is what keeps us going. I'm depressed. My body hurts every day. I'm usually a happy bubbly person and now when I see people I just wanna hide and tell them to go away. I feel broken. I need to stop working so I can be healthy but I can't. I can only afford 4 weeks off so I'm trying to make it as far as I can. I'm even considering being induced on a certain date so I know when exactly I can stop. I'm burnt out. I don't even know what I'm looking for by posting this, I just need to vent and I don't want my family to feel guilty.