Any csection mamas getting nervous??

Laura

My first csection was an emergency after an induction, my second was after being in labor for over 36 hours. This 3rd baby will be the first time I just walk in already scheduled for a csection, coming in fresh and getting the spinal, etc. I am already starting to get so nervous! My first surgery was basically traumatizing and I’m still afraid from it, even after a much better experience with my second. I am already not coping well with this anxiety and how are you all handling it??! In some ways the emergency and/or electing the surgery after hours of exhaustion and excruciating pain was an easy choice, kind of out of my hands and just have to accept its happening. Now, I have something to fear and dread for sooo long in advance! I hate to admit I might be more scared than excited for my baby’s birthday atm!