I recently found out i am pregnant at 5 months postpartum from my third csection. I will be 30 next year so i take full responsibility for my stupidity. I have read all the statistics on what could happen. And as of right now i am just really early. Viability is unknown. I am scared and mostly angry at myself.

I was scared off from my OB/GYN office because a comment was made to the attending nurse while the door was closed about me. Because of fear of more judgement I could not face the doc again or the clinic. This isn't the first time a male OB/GYN has made me feel horrible about myself. (Not to say all are alike.)

I feel like i cant see anyone for viability or prenatal care for that matter because of fear. I understand i will be reprimanded and that I should put on my big girl pants and deal with whats to come.

I just need to know if anyone has been in my position.