Beyond frustrated

So tomorrow is the 4th day of me being in the hospital I came in Monday to be induced and I've only dilated to a one I've been having contractions since Monday from the meds they have given me. I'm tired of laying in a hospital bed and being in pain and being poked. Had a scare earlier of my baby going into distress when they started the pitocin drip and lucky within an hour he was back to normal once they stopped the drip. I wish they would just go ahead and do a c section because I have a feeling that I am gonna end up with one anyways. My dr plans on letting me lay here contracting till Friday then if there still is nothing then she will do the c section... I honestly just feel like crying im so fucking miserable and I feel bad for my poor baby I know he is tired too.