Sooo nervous!!!

Earlier this year I had a triplet pregnancy with the help of Ivf. I lost the twins at 14 weeks and then lost my son at 19weeks. Hearing the words there’s no heartbeat during my ultrasounds is devastating. I had all types of testing and everything came back inconclusive. I waited and prayed and went through with another round of Ivf and I’m currently 6 weeks 4 days pregnant. I’m dreading having my ultrasound Monday, but I want to be sure the baby is ok. I never thought pregnancy after loss would be this mentally draining.