How to cope

I’m writing this and crying l.I’m one week postpartum and my son is week old I also have 20 month old boy.

My husband is truck driver and he just went back on the road.We have upcoming bills (apartment rent and truck and my hospital bills)so he need to work I’m sahm.

My SIL took my oldest to spend couple hours at her house so I could rest a bit and get some sleep since my youngest was waking up every hour and half last night to eat.

And now my emotions got best of me.Idk how I’m gonna manage 2 under 2 at night since my oldest is still waking up and crying he sleep in his own room.I’m just overwhelmed with everything.