Hooked

There’s this guy that I met when I was 13, he was a guy that I didn’t really have interested in but I know instantly he was hooked on me. He told me I was the first girl he ever loved & his first ever hear break. I had a “boyfriend” (at 13) that I couldn’t get over so I let this other guy go. I thought at that time it was this puppy love.

Well fast forward to being 23 & this guy is still on my mine at night, I think of him always.

He told me multiple times that I’m the girl no matter who he’s with he will still think of me & I’m the same he always in the back of my mind no matter who im with, he’s always there in my mind.

Has anyone else ever experienced this kind of feeling for so long & ended up with that person?

I hurt him when we were 18 & I know I did. We lived 3 hours away from eachother so we never made it anymore then that just feelings.

But I lay in bed & he’s on my mind.

Someone please tell me they’ve felt the same & ended with the guy they are kept up at night over.

I genuinely think I’ve loved him since I met him, I can’t have him on my mind constantly & there be no reason for that?