Me and my boyfriend have been together since we were 14/15 (currently 18/19). We met online in a group chat online and have text each other every single day since then. We haven’t met each other in person yet I don’t think it’ll happen soon, he’s in Kansas and I’m in Texas. For a while now our relationship has been what it use to, we would talk about all types of things and rp (role play) scenario and even do drawings of us together about if we were together in person and even sext every now and then but lately none of that has happened ,we’ve been there for each other especially when I was having family drama. Ik we’re both busy with college and assignments but he responds to me like 3 times in the entire day. I don’t want to be needy but I really relay on our texts cuz it’s the only way we can be together and when we don’t I get super annoyed. I use to smile when his name pops up but that hasn’t been happening. He’s been so overwhelmed and stressed with assignments ,I don’t wanna add on top of that if I do decide to break up with him but it’s just not what it use to be…I do love him so much would it just be better to for use to become friends until we actually met irl?

He’s basically my first relationship but I feel like I’m missing out in relationships I could have in person. I want so badly to experience couple things like actually going on date(since I’ve never been on one), being able to hold hands, cuddle and watch anime together. Is that too much to ask?

What is ur taking on this ? I really need some advice….