Alone

What do you do when you feel alone and out of place in the world? I moved from out of state to be with my family some years ago, and I’ve been miserable ever since. This isn’t my family anymore. It’s like I’m mourning people who’s still here. They’ve done me so wrong that I have no interest in ever repairing the damage that’s been done. I feel happier because it’s like a weight being lifted from my shoulders ever since I emotionally detached from them. I’m also sad though because it’s like I’m all alone now in this world and I don’t know how to deal. It’s even worse now that the holidays are coming and I’ll have no one to spend it with. How do I cope with this?