My first born killed my jay

Ashley

My first born is nearly 9mo old and I haven’t had an orgasm since he was born. He had to be induced at 39W and was forcefully evicted vaginaly after 20 hours.

Will I ever recover from this? I’ve been to the Dr. soo many times, pelvic floor therapy etc. there’s no end in sight.

My fiancé is taking it personally at this point, but I can’t do it myself either. It’s so frustrating!!!