Trigger warning mention of loss

My baby girl will be 6 months on the 12th, she’s my 4th living baby but my 5th pregnancy. I lost a set of twins July 1st of 2020 so she’s my rainbow.....

November 28th I lost my husband, he got sick and that morning I woke up to find him unresponsive. My heart hurts so bad it still doesn’t feel real. We laid him to rest Friday and I have so many emotions that are all over the place. I have a 6 year old, 5 year old, 3 year old and my almost 6 month old. My baby girl popped her first tooth through the same day her daddy died 😭 her second one popped through a couple days later. I’m just so broken. I miss my husband so much. My kids hearts hurt I just wish I could take their pain away. My baby will no longer sleep more than an hour at a time since the passing of my husband. Please pray for my family this is so so hard