Ptsd and pregnant

So I'm 17 weeks pregnant with my first baby. I've also been diagnosed with ptsd, depression, Anxiety and ADHD As long as rejection sensitive dysphoria all by a doctor. I'm also a very highly sensitive person. I'm struggling a lot with my ptsd right now I'm even quitting my job its so bad.. I've been getting a lot of toxic people saying oh you better stop this or else... And saying all these things saying I'm gonna get fired etc.. I'm literally struggling so much because honestly the crap people in this world are becoming torture to me and I can't even speak out about It because nobody understands. Both of my parents were extremely emotionally abusive and I went the a ton of bullying all growing up. I've lost a lot of people whom passed away. I'm a very ambitious person so if something is bothering me it REALLY bothers me. I'm literally at a loss because I'm arguing and fighting with everyone about not working for the time being but everyone is speaking their own opinions saying they need me to work. How am I supposed to have a job if I can't stand being around anyone without getting severe social anxiety? I can't work retail or food because customers and people literally make my life a living HELL with all my mental health I can't do it anymore. I have ideas of things to do with a job but nobody is supportive of me. I'm miserable physically and emotionally and I'm trying to do the best thing for me and my baby I don't want the stress to hurt me or baby more than it already has. I literally have to hide the fact that every time I get stressed out I start gagging like I'm going to throw up. Everyone is constantly telling me it doesn't matter what the customers say you just need a job so just get one you'll get thicker skin etc. I'm sorry? My whole life I have spent having everyone wanting me to k-ll myself including my parents so no. I'm never going to lighten up and be okay with people treating me as such. It's just putting me into more turmoil and more chaos and more flashbacks, feelings of numbness. And THATS OKAY I WILL LIVE MY LIFE MY WAY not how everyone thinks I can live. I just have to figure out a job that I can get near me where I can do what I'm good at without having people interrupting me a million times a day. Does anyone have any current suggestions on that? I'm at a loss but I'm tired of everyone yelling at me to get a job.