Stretch marks

I need some recommendations on best stretch mark cream.

I’m currently crying as I realized today that I’m the heaviest I’ve ever been. I’m a very insecure person and not only got on a scale today as a joke and almost cried in front of my dad, but also examined my body when I got out of the shower and realized I have stretch marks on my sides. I’m so worried my boyfriend isn’t going to find me attractive anymore. I’ve been so stressed this year, and now I’m even more insecure on top of the stress.

Someone please help me.