Hubby is getting on my nerves

After losing his job to COVID in 2020 my hubby has been depressed so depressed I started carrying the weight of him, our kids, finances and home to the present day

He's in therapy, has a boost in confidence but he's still so gloomy. We haven't had sex in months the last time was a joke! He got himself off and rolled over.....

I had been putting everyone else needs over my own for too long. When I initiated sex my hubby told me no way so I bought a dildo. It was my first time, I didn't know what I was doing I believed I bought 6 inches I didn't really cared I just didn't want anything huge!

Well it was 8 inches.... he found it and was not happy about it! It's larger than he is now he's insecure like I did this on purpose to spite him for denying me sex. It's funny cause he was the one that gave me the idea, encouraged me to buy one now he mad, wants me to throw it out and all of a sudden he wants to bend me over, do all these nasty things to me 😒