WHYYYYY‼️‼️

So me and my male friend have known each other for 12+ years. Throughout the years he has been there for me through countless bad relationships I put myself in. We have also been friends with benefits. He would always say I need to be patient and wait on my husband. I have been so caught up on being someone wife that I completely ignored this man’s love for me. Moving forward to today we have told each other how we feel and we have been going on trips and so forth. I’m still working on healing myself but I feel like I messed up by being too open with him. He’s my soul mate and I just don’t want to ruin it. We just came back from a trip I texted him earlier this morning and he still hasn’t responded this isn’t like him. I see him posting on social media so I know he has seen my text. I’m just getting anxious and nervous I really love him and feel like he is my person 💜