Little baby T

Little T is due the 5th of may and been trying to pick up extra shifts at work lately to pay my bills along with saving for my little T this is my third pregnancy which will be my last and I’m not to sure whether or not the baby’s dad wants to be here so personally everything’s been a little hard and I don’t know where to even vent at or to because I don’t have friends or really anyone to talk to about things other then my mom who works half the time and I don’t want to bother her all the time about things and I’m trying and I have gotten in my feelings trying to talk to the baby’s dad about things and what not and I just feel I’m alone going through this pregnancy I just don’t really know what to do