Weight gain…

I’ve recently went from 105 to 136 in a matter of months….

I’ve always been super skinny super toned. No stomach what so ever!! I had a bit of butt and boobs tho. Well now I have a stomach and clearly my butt has gotten bigger. My thighs also touch. They’ve never touched before. I’ve noticed that I have “love handles” and I see lines on my legs after I take off my pants for the day. So clearly there’s a change in my body and I mention it a lot to the guy I’m dating and he tells me “you talk about your body a lot” well yes because I’ve always been a size 0 now I have no idea what size I wear. I can’t button my pants! Some don’t come past my thighs. And when I go shopping I have trouble eyeballing if it will fit. (Covid has caused some fitting rooms to be closed) so I always have to be cautious. I’m still small I know. I’m not huge but it’s a difference to me. And a big one when I can’t find clothes to fit me. And I’m confused about shopping.

I’m happy, I’m gaining weight but also I’m sad because I’m losing the figure I had before… I’ve always been skinny.. I’m still skinny… but not as I was before. It may not be major to everyone but to me it is. I’ve decided not to talk to him about it anymore. (I am aware that at 5’9 I’m supposed to be 125-165lbs) I am 136 with a bmi of 20.7 I’m heathy and before I was considered unhealthy (I had boobs so I was healthy)

Sorry just have to get it out. He won’t let me talk to him about it anymore. I’ve just never had any real weight on me. The only body fat I’ve ever had was my boobs. Now I have a stomach, love handles, and thighs. Also my face is getting fatter my dad pointed that out.