Been trying for our first baby.

babu. Trying for our first baby for 2 years. No luck, been on 6 rounds of clomid and no luck. Tonight we argued becuz his beer drinking and tobacco intake has increased. I told him he has to stop becuz its not good for him and not good for his sperm either since we've been trying sooooooo hard. He went off and then threw in my face that I was the one with the issues not him. When technically it's both of us. He has abnormal morphology. I was so heart broken he said that and I've been crying ever since. I had to vent and get this out somewhere. Not really sure what my next moves should be.