The dreaded tww

You know the day where your only 7 dpo so clearly too early to be testing but your still sitting there staring and squinting at the rest hoping to see even the slightest sign of a pregnancy… that happened to me today and it’s only our first month ttc (it’s taken us just over a year every other time so I imagine that’s what’ll happen this time) and so it begins. I know there’s people that wait years for their rainbow babies, we have friends who chose the adoption route, we have friends that chose the iui route, we all know someone that struggles and yet here I am 7 dpo hoping for something on month 1 🤦🏻‍♀️😒😭