Placenta previa

My midwife told me yesterday I have placenta previa and if it doesnt move I will need a scheduled c-section. I had my first son vaginally with the epidural which I decided was a heck no for this time. I wanted to do a home birth, or at least drug free if I did have to go to the hospital. I know theres still a chance for that path if my placenta moves as my uterus grows because its only partial but I still feel so scared and overwhelmed and disappointed. End of the day I'll do whatever it take to get my baby boy earth side healthy and safe but I cant help feeling these ways. I don't really know the reason Im making this post, partially to vent, partially hoping to hear others experiences I guess. I honestly just feel kinda lost right now.