Hormones…

I made it almost my entire pregnancy and did not have hardly any hormonal issues. Now here I am and since week 25 I have been SOOOO much more susceptible to crying episodes.

I mean, I’ve been alone the majority of my pregnancy since I’m currently stationed in a different state than he works in, and I feel like that has finally taken its tole.

How can I cope better with these emotions?! It’s so much harder for him to “spontaneously” drive over to me because of his 3 year old (sole physical custody, but a bitch of an ex wife who gets no overnights). So I try and not mention when it gets hard on me because I know he can’t just decide to drive over that weekend for me.

At this point I know I’m just kind of venting, but, this mamma just had like a 40 min breakdown in the shower and on the phone with him and is just not ok emotionally right now. I wanna drive over tomorrow after work, but don’t know if I’ll physically be up for it or not 😭

Thanks for listening…🥺