Why won't this cold let go of me 😭

I've had this cold for almost a full week now.

I'm supposed to go to a family birthday tomorrow. I'm so looking forward to it and so is my daughter.

But I can't get a PCR test and I'm just so paranoid I'm not having a cold but it's the freaking new covid variant and I can't do that to my pregnant SIL and my husband's grandparents 😭

I was really counting on it getting better, but it's just gotten worse and I'm just fucking depressed now because apparently I can't catch a fucking break and get out of this house 😭😭😭

I've been home for a fucking month! I can't even go to work! I cannot deal with this bullshit pregnancy nausea and covid anymore! I'm just doooooooone! 😤