I have our first scan tomorrow afternoon and I am SO nervous. During our first pregnancy we had a perfect 8 week scan l, heartbeat and all, and a week later we lost that baby. We did end up having a successful pregnancy with our daughter later that year but I have some serious PTSD from that first experience and I am very nervous for our scan tomorrow. I fear bad news, I fear getting my hopes up for this baby, I fear not seeing a healthy baby on the ultrasound screen. I’m trying to be as positive as I can but my anxiety has been pretty high today and I’m an emotional wreck. Fingers crossed everything goes ok tomorrow!