Another chemical?

Well, I guess I must be having another chemical 🥺. My lines are getting lighter when they weren’t super dark to begin with. 2nd one in a row since November. I’m only ever pregnant for a day or two at a time. Blood work was negative today too. I test at night as that’s when I get my lines. I get/got negatives all day except once this afternoon. My urine was diluted, but it shouldn’t matter. Baby would have been conceived around Jan 11th. It’s now the 28th. I’m a week late. I should have a beaming positive by now.

I just don’t feel this will ever happen for me. I know people have tried for years. I don’t want to put myself through this every month though. The excitement and immediate heartbreak. It’s too hard. Guess I’m out 😔. Baby dust to you all 💕