After 1 year trying for #2 I got pregnant turns out it is ectopic

I just need to share.

I was so happy this week when I finally got my positive after a year trying very hard to get baby #2.

I started to bleed red a little and had mild cramping so I decided to go to the ER to make sure everything was fine.

Two days later with more bleeding and way more pain I am here sitting my hospital bed with internal hemorrhage, a ruptured tube ( the left one) and a lost baby. Waiting to go to surgery.

I feel devastated, I think I should give up.