Guys! I think I finally might have found a decent man after almost giving up hope! But the only thing is, I'm not used to someone being so nice to me lol. My last relationship was abusive so this is like a breath of fresh air for me, I just sometimes have to talk myself into it that this is how is supposed to be and that my past relationship was so bad and so wrong! I'm fully healed and ready to start dating again, I made sure of that before I even made myself available. But it's only natural that I'm gonna compare this guy with my ex because to see how I'm treated now is like a completely different life to what I had! And were not even officially dating yet!

I wake up every morning to a message saying good morning and asking how I am, if he doesn't message first thing then he will message by lunch time and he will apologise for not messaging sooner and he'll tell me why he couldnt message earlier. I don't even expect a message or any kind of explanation because my ex would only message me to abuse me so this is just... Wow!! I love it. He never messages any sexual or sleazy stuff, which is a thumbs up from me. He's actually taking his time to get to know me and I figured if he only wanted sex then he would have brought something up by now. I just feel like he's a genuine person and I could actually see myself with him. This time last year I was an emotional mess who thought I couldn't live without my ex. Omg how so much can change in just 1 year! Sounds like he's interested right?