VBA3C?

Not currently pregnant but in the future I would like 1 more child if possible. A little back story of my 3 surgeries…

my first was back in 2017. pregnancy was very easy/no complications. Doctor wanted me induced at 40w1d since I was past due date. Nothing went as planned. Everyone was arguing in the room and doctor/nurses were not nice to me. Baby started to get in distress which led to the C-section 5 hours after arriving for induction.

My second was back in 2019 I switched OBs and tried for a VBAC. pregnancy was okay. Had a few issues but nothing serious. Developed PUPP rash and at the very end due to anxiety my bp was more elevated and they thought it was Preeclampsia. I was almost 41 weeks and still had not gone into labor so doctor really pushed for a C-section or she didn’t want me as a patient anymore.

My third C-section pregnancy was easy but with no support I just chose to have a repeat C-section and it was also hospital policy (1 prior C-section is all that’s aloud for TOLAC). After surgery I started hemorrhaging. Lost about 1300ml of blood in seconds. They gave me a shot to help slow the bleeding.

I am really wanting a VBAC. I have wanted one so bad but seems like no one is truly VBAC supportive. Any advice or hope? I am from Arkansas but looking for a very supportive VBAC provider. Will I hemorrhage again if I do VBAC?