Sex issue

I’m getting “high fertility” blinking on my tests. We had a horrible sudden death in the family last night. This is our first medicated cycle. My husband said he can’t bring himself to have sex. I’m trying so hard to understand but I’ve endured needles and so many hormones all for him to not want or can’t bring himself to have sex. Ugh. Why is this so hard. Advice?? Am I being selfish?

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