I’m trying so hard to be the bigger person but I still have feelings and it’s so hard. My ex and I broke up a month ago and we’ve spent the past 6 years with one another. We have a two year old together and it’s just been really hard separating feelings and coparenting. I ask him to watch our child Monday and Tuesday while I work but he never shows up when I need to leave for work so I pay my mom to sit and watch our child. Last night I got jealous because he came here and sat the whole night with our child and my mom. I don’t trust my mom because she’s slept with one of my ex in the past. I text him today and just asked him to watch our child alone because it makes no sense for me to pay someone while he sits here and basically I don’t want my mom and here together alone 😥 After I text him this I felt bad because I know it’s out of jealousy and still being attached to him. Now he said he’s not coming around anymore because I make it way too hard for him to be here for his child. Ugh 😩 How do I separate my feelings so I can just make it easy for our child? I’m trying hard but it’s so hard