Hi everyone, I’m just sitting here thinking about how I’m so unhappy in my relationship. In December it was my boyfriends birthday and it was the first birthday I ever spent with him. I wanted to do something special so I got us a nice room, decorated it so beautifully, did a bunch of running around trying to get everything for him and gifts for him all while I was 4 1/2 months pregnant. Only to find out he cheated on me and may have another child on the way ( he claims it’s not his child). I decided to move past it until I know for certain it’s his child. Fast forward to Valentine’s Day, all I got was flowers and a balloon, don’t get me wrong I appreciate the fact that he thought of me. But I feel like I’m worth more. Then we took pictures, beautiful pictures and it’s like I’m begging him to post them and he’s making a big deal out of it. He’s posted me before but it’s never because he wants to post me, it’s always because I’ve asked, or basically begged him to post me. I deserve better, I know I do. I just feel like maybe I was just meant to be a baby mama, and nobody wife or fiancé. I just feel like that’s never gonna happen for me. I just want to be in a happy relationship that progresses…. I don’t know if it’s just my pregnancy hormones acting or if what I’m feeling is valid. And also while he was with me he was texting someone and smiling in his phone but claims it was “ family”. He just makes me feel like shit.

To the people commenting I’m not saying the balloons and flowers are the issue, the issue is I’m not happy in my relationship. For MANY different reasons and I just wanted to vent. That’s just another thing added on to the list, so don’t want anyone to think I’m emotional or upset over just flowers and balloons.