I Can’t Do This Anymore

Alright so, I’m the unluckiest person ever. Nothing goes right for me. I’m unemployed right now, I had a job but I left because some bullying was happening. Mind you, this woman was twice my age. I feel like I’m going nowhere. I’m trying so hard to get work and nothing is happening for me. My mind is all over the place. Why do I need to be here if I literally have no purpose? I’m doing nothing. I feel like I’m just a complete waste of space right now. I’m so disheartened I can’t even tell you. For the last few days, suicide has crossed my mind. I know for a fact that I wouldn’t go through with it because dying is one of my biggest fears. It comes to my mind as a general subject. I feel like I’m under so much pressure and I just give up. Can anyone give me some words of wisdom? I need it right now.