would you keep the child?

my bf and i have been dating 2 years, i never met his family because cultural differences. they know about me..but they don’t accept me because i’m American. i’m currently 14 days late from my period and all i keep thinking is, if i get pregnant.. would i even be able to keep it? unfortunately abortion is something i would never want to do for myself but i wouldn’t want to ruin his life. if he would tell me to get an abortion i would 100% leave him. thoughts?