Pregnant with my second 1st is 13 months

This week has been hectic

We just moved and our vehicle isn’t here yet

Sahm

Stuck at home but we park days

4 months pregnant, toddler is teething, has been fussy lately (taking away 1 nap recently)

Down to 1 because he sleeps late with 2 naps

I’m tired, exhausted, over touched, crying

No family members but husband and I

No money for nanny

No friends that are able to help

I’ve lashed out on my son so much this week and I’ve been trying hard not to but it just happens

Any tips to help me stop doing that, be less stressed

Wanted to do gentle parenting which I was good at doing until this past week…

I don’t know what’s going on

I finally cried my eyes out after so long tonight and now I feel so bad For my son

I’m such a horrible mother… please help me.

Of course I don’t hit my child or anything

The last thing I would ever do

I love him so much. I’ve wanted kids my whole life, I knew it was gonna be hard but I didn’t think it would be this hard

You’re probably thinking (use a condom,

Go on birth control)

I’ve ended up in a psych ward years before I got pregnant because of different birth controls. I’m afraid to go back & obviously condoms aren’t 100%

It’s just a hard week….