I have been selfish

To start, my husband is wonderful and hasn't made these complaints.

But I know he likes food and I've not been able to afford a lot of the food he loves. Im thinking I need to be better and eat more cheap foods like beans, rice, beans and rice, and lentils in order to let my husband get the foods he deserves. Hes an amazing person and pays for the both of us to live (im disabled and don't work. I'm trying to to make money in creative ways I'm capable but it's not working out).

He deserves his fish and shelfish... and his steak and prime cuts. Maybe I could spring for a nub of cheese, maybe some sour cream? But otherwise I'm thinking of just eating legumes, cheap frozen veggies, and rice. Its not fair for him to live a lesser lifestyle because I can't work. I feel so bad and I've not appreciated him enough.