Just venting….

My husband and I both work. But on his days off he gets to “hang with the guys” my days off I get to do things like grocery shop and laundry. I’m 22 weeks pregnant and have horrific spd so I’m constantly in pain. He’s been gone ALL day today while I’m home cleaning and grocery shopping and making sure our toddler gets a nap and I’m just frustrated. And his response is well go to a movie or something - well even if I did that I still have to be “mom” I have to find a sitter and make sure everything is in order and then that gives me like a maximum of 2 hours away from home because I can’t afford a sitter longer than that. I feel like whenever I have a chance to finally go do something my husband gets to come with me and I just for once want to leave him home with the kids and spend 8 hours out doing whatever I want - but I’ve been doing this so long I don’t even know what id do all day if I had a whole day of freedom. He can go out and go hiking or ride his dirt bike or go hunting but I don’t have anything like that that I can A do on my own and B that would take all day long. My best friends live hours from me so we meet up once in a blue moon. The only friends I have left close by are the ones that only come around when they need something so I don’t feel like I have friends. My mom suffers from horrible hip pain and can’t walk much more than I can these days and my only sisters are in-laws and my husband hasn’t been speaking to them. Gosh that was a pity party! But man I just needed to vent that. Thanks for reading 🤣🤣