First time.

Jasmine

So today was the first time I had sex, whoop whoop (20). I have always thought that my first time would be magical and just so so special. But in the heat of the moment and the passion I (willingly) gave in and my boyfriend and I finnaly made love. But here's the thing, I did not feel anything. Like it was not like how they make it look like in the movies, with all the screaming and yelling ( I know all that is fake) but I actually did not feel that much. I could say I felt a couple of strokes here and there when I switched position, but I cant say I orgasmed. He's a pretty good size and grith ( whatever it's called), but I just couldn't cum. We used a condom and I read that some condoms may be the cause of that, especially if they are really lubricated and boy was this condom Hella lubricated. I just want to know if not feeling anything the first time is an actual thing or I'm just not normal. And if there's any tips and advice. Please help a girl out ❤️