28 weeks and terrified

Just venting!

I’m 28 weeks with my second, and my first is 5 years old now so it’s been a while. I haven’t had the easiest pregnancy either time but I’ve been in and out of hospital this time and they’ve said I’m high risk and they’re worried about me going into preterm labour. With my first, I was induced so my labour didn’t even start until I was in hospital. This time around, I cannot relax because every little pain I feel gets me worried that it’s happening. I know everyone says you’ll just know when it’s actual labour but with my first I didn’t have very strong contractions, I wasn’t 100% sure when my water broke, I wasn’t positive anything was even happening until I was pushing. I obviously don’t want to go into the hospital to get checked unless I absolutely need to but I don’t even know when that is anymore. I’m just exhausted and can’t wait for the next couple of months to be over!