Im feeling overwhelmed π
Before pregnancy I struggled a lot with depression and anxiety and with all of these hormones and things going on recently I feel like itβs getting worse again and Iβm not sure what Iβm supposed to do anymore
I feel like Iβm getting mad at every little thing that happens and Iβm letting everyone down and not trying my best because Iβm so drained
I feel like I have such a negative energy towards my boyfriend and it scares me because I donβt want to lose the father of my child but I donβt know how to fix myself enough to make things better
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BACKSTORY:
He ended up cheating on me when he went on vacation this year and I found out on our anniversary in February. About a week later I took a test and saw that I was pregnant!
Before I found out I was pregnant I told him I still loved him and I wanted to see if we could make things work. He told me that he was truly sorry and that he was going to do anything in his power to get me to forgive him and keep me happy.
After he found out I was pregnant I feel like took it as a get out of jail free card and now it feels like he doesnβt try as hard with me anymore. He has completely thrown out the fact that he has cheated on me and if I were to bring something up he gets upset and we get in an argument. I donβt know what to do and I need our relationship to work out because I canβt do this without him and I love him to much to let him go!
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I feel like I have too much stress going on and being a teen mum makes it difficult aswell considering there is a stigma on young moms! I feel like Iβm not going to have the proper support system when I need it the most and people are going to treat me differently (negativity) because I have a baby on the way!
I am so scared!
I feel so overwhelmed and depressed right now and I donβt know what else to do!
If someone could put a comment on this and help me out or share their story that would be fantastic! Xo
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