Last year I had a miscarriage on Mother’s Day I honestly hated going to visit family because a couple people announced they were pregnant & then there were some who just had there babies.

I hadn’t told my mom until just recently because me and husband weren’t married at the time and she’s very religious. She was caring and understanding when I told her thankfully.

I haven’t told the rest of my family but I’m currently pregnant again and have already announced it but I wanted to do it as my rainbow, I’m struggling because I feel like I’ll get some negative comments from family, especially my brother and his wife.

There’s already a lot of problems from them & I don’t wanna encourage it…… I just feel out of place with it right now.

I was gonna start a YouTube channel and thought about sharing it on there as well as maternity pictures…. I just need advice I guess.