Struggling with weight gain 11 weeks pregnant

Hi, just looking to see if it’s just me but I’m already struggling with the weight I’ve gained….

I have gained 10 pounds already and not even happily!!

The only time I don’t feel sick is when I eat- so I eat constantly but it’s not even worth the calorie because I’m not hungry whatsoever like mentally but physically the food settles my stomach.

It’s such a weird thing but it’s really making me feel out of control. I don’t want the whole 9 months to be this way :(

Im so thankful for this pregnancy don’t get me wrong. I just didn’t realise how hard giving up control of your body can be.