OCD/anxiety/Intrusive thoughts

I just need to vent...I can't believe how mentally challenging my third trimester has been. I've been suffering with the most horrific ocd and anxiety I have ever felt in my entire life. I've always had anxiety, but my pregnancy this past trimester has amplified it to the max. I'm on medication, and praying it will help. It's getting harder and harder to ignore my intrusive thoughts. It's getting to the point to where everything feels like a huge deal. And my intrusive thoughts are becoming more and more sinister. Some of the thoughts feel like memories now. It's getting harder to tell what's real or not anymore. I feel like I'm losing my mind, and it scares the hell out of me. I feel so much irrational/ocd guilt. It's really put a toll on my marriage, because I have this compulsive need to confess every thought I've ever had. I don't feel like myself anymore. I've been hospitalized for 3 days, talked to therapists and psychiatrists, and have been put on medication. Please someone tell me this will go away and that I'll be ok again. Please someone share their story. I just want to know that there's someone out there who survived this