Foolish

She asked me if I still loved him. In my head, I wanted to tell her no, But that would of been a lie. Instead, my eyes became watery. And I responded with, Yeah, A little. I explained to her, that he was the love of my life. I adored him, with every thing. All I wanted was to be a family, although he had other plans for himself. That's all I ever wanted. She understood, and felt my pain. But did tell me that I'm young, and life keeps going. I told her, I know, and that's exactly what I'm doing. You see my ex and I were together for 9yrs. Shared a home, pets and now a daughter. However, He stopped loving me. I was blind sided, 2yrs now and I'm out here learning to be without him. With our daughter of course. Never in a million years did I think we would end up like this. He was my best friend. He decided to pursue someone else. I couldn't bare to share him, nor turn my cheek the other way. So I left him. I thought he would come back to me. I was wrong though. He's been with her since. We are no longer best friends, He hated that I told her husband, in the beginning. And he demanded his sister to fight me.. I had just had our daughter.. How can my suppose best friend do this to me.. I guess we were never really best friends..